Pound

A pound is a pound is a pound right? My mind, on some level knows this, other people know this, yet I can't accept it. It's just not good enough. I realize I'm probably one of those obsessive dieters. The ones that nothing ever worked in their lives so then they find something that finally works and clicks, and they become obsessive about it. It's just not good enough dangit. The main reason why is because I could have lost at least 1 more if I wasn't screwing around and screwing up. Then it's terrifying to think when I do get to my goal, how the heck will I keep from screwing that up? I'm upset with myself and not sure how to cope with it.